In the past, I used to deeply admire some persons. For the rest, the inevitable question arose: “Why aren’t you why you could be, if you really wanted?” (a model).
Nowadays, I don’t have any models. There are some people for which I care more than for others, but it’s not a big difference.
Also, I tend to have lost the need for attachment. I used to think that to love someone, I needed to be attached to that person. Not anymore.
This gives me some freedom (I can be wherever I must be, without caring too much about models).