I have a lack of self-confidence in me,
A lack of self-love,
A lack of being a part of the world,
A lack of meaning something,
Which makes me have a distorted view on reality.
The thing is,
If I don’t love myself,
I can’t love others.
One more thing:
I want to be loved
By doing and being anything I please to be.
This is impossible, I know it.
But I still want.
Require, actually.
And this is to model
I apply to others.
I also ask others
To have and be
The impossible.
Why go to dates?
It’s pointless!
„Why aren’t you what you could have been!?”
And the date ends here.

PS, 2020.07.14: Soyez réalistes, demandez l’impossible.